[Poem] Who Is

Who is Erich Ludendorff?

When the hurricanes hit

Finally bringing the American Empire

To its knees

And the Resistance began to recapture

City by city

The counter to the phrase

"Who is John Galt?"

Used in the reeducation camps

Until Ayn Rand

Was as forbidden in America

As Wagner in Israel

And then spray painted on walls

And on tshirts

And written in the sky

Was the question over and over

"Who is Erich Ludendorff?"

[Book] On track

The book is still on track. Video update here.. 500 words a day for 90 days isnt nanowrimo spectacle but its a lot more sustainable.

A Cunning Plan

So. In case I havent mentioned it before, I'm the Anti-Poe. While occasionally I do write and take inspiration from negative emotions such as despair, as a general rule, I need stability, hope, and having my needs met before I can produce art. Frankly, I had imposter syndrome for a long time because I didnt have the need to spout out words before my basic needs of sanity and survival. But I am an artist, and I am very creative and with help (and a lot of editing help) I am able to do art..and the fact is, I can do what a lot of artists cannot...consistently perform complex projects and finish them (or even start them) on a consistent basis. I'm no Steven King. I'm never going to be; but I am literally in mid flight for my ninth and tenth novel (we officially passed the 50K mark (my wife and I) on Fruitloop and Frankenstein for the Book of Heliotropic Fairy Tales....TEN. That's a lot and three more than my basic life goal of seven. I'm getting better and better at it (again with a lot of editing help)....and its not just a worthy accomplishment, I can double it and be as proud of my writing as I am of my gaming career.

So. Not Nanowrimo is fucking toast, and I consider the worst political or event (if you know what's going on) general disaster of my lifetime to be a good reason to disrupt that. But in life, when you are knocked down, you need to get up, dust yourself off and keep on trucking. So, my plan is (and we'll see if it works), is that I am going to write 500 words a day for 90 days to finish the estimated/outlined path for Armor of Stone. I'll resume writing my other projects including the Queen in Blue and Grenademan vs the Lich slowly, and when done with Armor of Stone start researching and outlining Whispers of Water (which so far in my mind is likely to end up being the coolest of the three.)

Also call out to my friend Bernard Setaro Clark for helping me research a rather cool action sequence for one of my projects in the Queen in Blue. I really look forward to releasing this thing and am about half way done. I'm not publishing anything until that chapbook is done and will take all the time it takes until it is 110% right.

[Poem] lolololololol

By Emmit Other

Be careful what you wish for

Oh brother oh sister Be careful what you elect

This is the real world now

The sims took a left turn that night

To wonder what the world would could have been

If only

If only

And now I laugh

Because I am going to push what you asked for

In just the right places

In just the right ways

In just the right ways

There is no restraint

The cabinet he selects is the Justice League of Earth 3

Crimelords and Dogkillers

Piss drinkers and masturbation failures And you will lap it up

Like the kid with the sociopath dad who catches his kid smoking

And makes him smoke

Forty packs

And keeps going after the kid pukes

And pukes

And pukes

You will say

Thats not what I meant

They spelled it all out

All out for you

And you signed on the dotted line

With a downpayment

Of every soul in America

Including yours

And I will watch your glass house from afar

I warned

I voted

I helped

And now

I will enjoy every second of suffering

You brought yourself

You get no redemption

You get no last minute miracles

The debt for America has been called

Take

Your

Fucking

Medicine

And learn

What so many fought so bravely and so hard

To keep you having to learn the hard way

And you chose the hard way

Twice

You got a miracle

And assumed another was coming

And the heavens

Are closed for business

Clean up the mess

Lap it up boyo

Lap it up like a good nazi dog

That you chose to be

Venting

I have nazi family that spies on me here but as I erase my presence bit by bit from the internet like I did in 2016, I find I need to express my feelings somewhere until Google eventually deplatforms me like everyone else.

I am more depressed than at any time since before I met my wife. It is clinical and epic though it comes and goes. Had to delete that last sentance due to nazis. It is going to be really depressing and expensive to move and nazis are in Europe. Even found out another european friend is likely a nazi. And frankly due to Nazi family, I kay need to go entirely dark here and cease contact with them. It sounds unhinged, but so does nazis in the white house. What I write pissed nazis off and they are rapists; and they network. A lot. After Jan 20 I need to stop posting here. Switzerland is a big enough place that going dark AND moving to the most democratic country on Earth AND getting a firearm in a country that allows them AND a dog AND a security system will likely keep us safe from American nazis, but the wounds the lds church left on my soul do not heal so easily. I wish I didnt have empathy. I wish I didnt feel most pain for the non humans who wont even know why they die of heat death and I feel bad for the little girls who last year had daddy tell them they could grow up to be president and now have the president tell them that they will be rape bait for roving nazi paramitaries; they are outlawing porn and making women cattle; do the math.

Will we ever learn conservatism is the root of all evil? Lying, Nostalgia for the past, and demonization of the other are who they are. Utopia will never happen until conservative ideas are forbidden. They laugh at my pain as they silence my speech and the speech if others and lie while they do it.

Consertism is the devil. He wanted to make us do good in LDS mythology. Thats the conservatives; lying and feigning righteousness.

[Meme] The Republic Has Fallen

Writing Update

Yeah, I write from joy, and there is no joy in Mudville. However, as of today, I am back to my regular albiet slower writing regime. My current projects include:

-The Queen in Blue

-Armor of Stone

-Grenademan vs the Lich

24 Ludicrous Items: How to Ruin Your Campaign

Fruitloop and Frankenstein with Julia

[Book] Day 4 - Crash and Burn

Yeah finding out that your country has turned into a nazi hellhole and finding out you will need to take advantage of your wife's dual citizenship to get the hell out of dodge can kill your desire to write. I need to take a day or two to figure out what I'm doing or even if trying for this.

My current feelings here

[Book] Not Nanowrimo - Wolfnoot Day 3

Remarkably got my full quota done update here

Two Audiobooks - Before and After the Coup

Before the Coup

After the Coup

[Book] Not Nanowrimo - Wolfnoot Armor of Stone Day 2

7781 words. 2 days on track.

Video update here

Got ZERO sleep last night due to worry about all life on this planet (well....not Evil life) human or otherwise, especially female, so what can you do? I could give myself a mulligan but that defeats the point. First chapter very solid, second chapter highly technical...we'll see what I can do.

[Book] Not Nanowrimo - Wolfnoot Day 1 Update

Video update available.

So since Nanowrimo are thieves and allow thief LLM's to cheat with, I am not writing, but as of now, the count including prolog and outline is 6108. The quota that matters, and I need to get to formally is 54361 since 4361 of that is the prolog and chapter summary, but I easily exceeded my goal to do so on the first day by about a hundred. Yesterday was the weekend, whereas today is a challenge since its a work day. My goal for today is is 7775. We'll see how that works out.

Nanowrimo encourages original novels, rather than sequels but since I'm doing this on my own, I'll do what I want. :D

If anyone reading this wants a pre ARC of Army of Fire, feel free to email redanvilcreative@gmail.com

[Book] Watch this space

More details to come here

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Trick or Treat

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[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Elder God and Ghost of the Wizard

Here is the Ghost of the Elder God

And here is Ghost of the Wizard

Wrote more in GMVL, but taking a break until done with Armor of Stone starting Nov 3rd, watch this space.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Bird

Here is the video.

100 words written.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Myself

Here is the video.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Casper

Here is the video

Did 100 words of GMVL

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Twitter Support

Here is the video

200 words in GMVL Yesterday.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Bezos

Here is the video. Started a new chapter.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Ambiguity

Here is the video.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Til

Here is the video.

Wrote nothing in GMVL yesterday but wrote 200 words today.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Racist Alien

ideo can be found here.

100 words added to GMVL.

[31 Ghosts of Hallowern] Ghost of the Vampire

Here is the video

100 words of Grenademan vs the Lich Done. Chapter Outline of Armor of Stone finished and ready for Not Nanowrimo in November 3rd.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Witch

the video is here and 100 more words

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghosts of Salem

Ghosts of Salem here. 100 words in GMVL.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Taino

here is the video

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the London Werewolf

Here is the here

100 words in Vlich

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of The Rabbit

Here is the video.

Only wrote 20 words in Grenademan vs the Lich, getting ready for not nanowrimo

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Ghost

Here is the video

Wrote 350 more words in Grenademan vs the Lich. Since not doing a full nano; and given chaos I am electing to forestall practice at 250 words a day since I am writing other things until the end of the month.

My two cents on Columbus Day.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Coffee

here is the video

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Leaf

The video of the poem is here.

I did not write yesterday, but did write this morning and have doubled my quota plus some in Grenademan vs the Lich. Jarvi is as easy to write as Grenademan. Right now its at 6000 words.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Airship

Here is the poem

Managed to catch up writing and do 350 more words in Grenademan vs the Lich

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Vigilante

Video of the poem here

Only did 150 words; no rest for the wicked and it shows how a bad nights sleep can make wolfenoot novel month hard; will try to make up the words today

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Pizza

Ghost of Pizza 350 words in Grenademan vs the Lich done!

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Sam

The Ghost of Many 100 words finished yesterday, need to do 350 today.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Guard

Here is the video.

I have also finished 100 words in Grenademan vs The Lich. So far all plans are on track, and today is the last day I'm doing 100 words and on the 8th will kick it up to 350 words.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Many

 Good things come to those who wait

100 more words written; after tmrw I kick it up to 350

The Ghost of Many

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of a Drowner

 Here is the Video

100 words mischief managed

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of a Kitten

100 words done poem here

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of Christianity

 First, I made my goal a 2nd day in a row and did 100 words of Grenademan Vs the Lich.

Second, wrote two poems I think you would like.  Here and Here.  (Yes I am afraid of the latter more than actual demons from Hell I believe to be actually Real.)

Third, here is the daily video for the 31 Ghosts of Hallowern. 

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the High Hall

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Emu2zzTJdZ4

Wrote 100 words for Grenademan Vs the Lich, started Chapter 2...fun getting in Jarvi's head again.

[Poem] 31 Ghosts of Hallowern - Ghost of the Algo

 First, I will be reading a poem every day this month on my youtube channel and aggregating them for the podcast for an audiobook on the channel as well.

Right now I have several projects in flight including

-Armor of Stone: The sequel to Army of Fire has now been outlined and will be written for Wolfennoot (not Nanowrimo ) and will be practicing getting back in daily shape by building up to the 1700 words a day it requires, going from Nov 3 to Dec 3 since there is no central reliable counter anymore.  I intend to finish this and Whispers of Water before publishing the Inglemia trilogy; mainly because Army of Fire ends on a major cliff hanger.

-The Queen in Blue: My next chap book and likely not as "Quotidian" as Water and Glass about my take on The King in Yellow and Cthulian Mythos in general.  I wont be publishing anything until this comes out and am about half way done.

-Ludicrous Items: 24 Ways to Ruin Your Campaign; a gaming supplement I will release without copyright for 5e for anyone still playing it as a reason to stop and play just about anything else and while fun for me I have done it "right" and about 50000 words in from the environmental effects table, major and minor powers, side effects and minor relics that accompany the 24 items.  Its coming along and gets done when it gets done

-Grenademan vs the Lich: what i will be writing in October in prep for Wolfnoot novel writing month; first Chapter done, this will be part of the Heliotropic Book of Fairy Tales

[Poem] Choose you this day

 Whom ye would believe

Whether it be the principals of the Pledge of Allegiance

And the principals on which this nation was founded

Life

Liberty

And the Pursuit of Happiness

Or

A piece of Orange Shit

But as for me and my House

We will not smear Diarrhea All Over Ourselves

The Truth

[Poem] The Ammoral New York Times

 by Emmit Other

Fox News for Bothsider Judas Centrists

The freaks who keep spinning the unspinnable

Horseracing Nazis and Not Nazis

Genocide enablers dancing on the head of a pin

With other freakish loser genocide enablers

Like Martin Van Urine and Kier Starmer

Stumbling all over themselves 

Using a push broom to make blood seep back 

Into the Genocide closet

So confident in the strength of their positions

That they lie like they breath

And silence anyone who dares to speak the truth

Mouthpiece for a broken marble statue

Carved with the bones of wage slavery

Moneydragons hoarding human dreams

Showing demonic tinkers who build engines of theft and cowardice

And pretend they are wonderful as they move fast and break bones

Crush hope and suck in souls

America is as broken as the nazis say

The definition of Conservatism

Is Doing the Same thing over and over again

And expecting a different result

Conservatism is not possible without lies

And conservatism is not possible

Without centrism

The very idea

That this is a close election

Is as thorough a condemnation by the very forces of light and life

As anyone who remotely considers voting Republican ever again in their lifetime

Or remains in the party of blood and sin and slavery

Taking the bodies of the unborn

And painting it on their flesh 

Like undead Picts 

Killing the unborn with their merciless apathy on their mothers and families

Bootstrap strangling women and children

For their false idol Molloch and Mammon.

Then to boot they raise the flag of Christ

Who whipped the money changers from the Temple

Render unto Caesar nothing nor God

And rob from God and then blame Ceaser

If the least of these is like unto Christ

Then those who are conservative

Have robbed Christ daily the moment they joined the demonic former party of Lincoln

Who would have nothing to do with the Satanists.

[Poem] Reuleaux Triangle Privlidge

by Emmit Other

In Flatland

That distant imaginary country of two dimensions

Where three d folks look on and smile

At their goofy flat ways

The Circle is God

And the women are lines no one takes seriously

A strict case system created to mock 

Crap Victorian Bizarreness

Well now

A Reuleaux Triangle 

Is a triangle that can act like a wheel

Its a circle when it wants to be

And a triangle when it wants to be

And for centuries

The circles treated the Reuleaux like shit

Until after great pain and suffering

Now the Reuleaux are full circles

Except they also want to be victims like Triangles

Reuleaux want all of the protection AND all the privilege

They want their cake and to eat it too

Indeed triangles living in the Reuleaux flats

Normal triangles that cant disguise themselves as circles

To be killed and die

They dont say that

But the Reuleaux Triangles have suffered

And insist you constantly remember that suffering

But also demand the right 

To rape and maim and kill regular triangles from Reuleaux

And will never be triangles or regular circles

They insist on both privilege and protection

And will ruin you if you point out the hypocrisy

Utterly ruin you

Even if other Reuleaux Triangles say

'Maybe we should remember when we were called Triangles

And not kill other triangles'

The majority of Realeaux Triangles

Will say that the sympathetic ones

Are sell outs and self hating

And sit down and shut up

[Poem] There He Goes Again

 By Emmit Other

Get out your Calvin and Hobbes Cardboard Box Time Machine

And travel back with me

To the 1980s

Donald Trump is accusing the central park 5 of murder

In an ad place in the slime New York Times

And is proven a liar and a thief

Ronnie Raygun is making a secret deal with Iran

To delay releasing the hostages

To make Carter lose

And he gets away with it

Because in the American shit system the President is in charge

Of investigating himself

Fast forward to today

And Reagan is dust and worms 

And his legacy is poison and pain and genocide against the lgbt

And Trump is another b list actor

Rerunning for president

Trump is a rerun

A human clip shoe of bad cliches

And plots left on the cutting room floor

Like when he colluded with Bibi

To keep the war going as long as possible

To fuck Biden and now Harris

Where is my proof?

We stop the poem

And put the house spotlight on the person asking

The dumbest question imaginable

This is a man who sold nuclear secrets to Saudi Arabia

And you are stupid enough to ask that?

Do you chew lead flavored gum?

Are you someone that thinks voting for RFK JR 

Will mean anything but helping Trump?

Rumor is Elon Musk and RFK will be in the treason cabinet

The American system is awful

But it means basically you vote for one of the two parties

Or you vote by not voting for one of the two parties

Google Duvigers law

Math doesnt care about your protest vote

It doesnt care that you were a sucker

Just like I was a sucker

Biden fucked up a lot

But now we know this has been staged

Irangate Genocide edition

If you dont vote 

Or vote for Trump

The blood of Gaza

Is on your hands

Not Harris

Unless you are fortunate enough

Not to live in the fucking U S of A

Read the Reviews for Water and Glass

 Ladies and germs, the reviews are smashing!

No, literally.  This likely angry sociopathic family member or disgruntled social media magnate who I pissed off on mastodon who I blocked would smash this against the bricks if it was a physical object

https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/review/B0BL1HJBWX/R326YFKQRXTS68?ref_=cm_sw_r_mwn_dprv_072B625JB9D4WNCZ926Q&language=en-US

Learn the definition of the word Quotidian "

adjective

1. Everyday; commonplace. 
2. Recurring daily. Used especially of attacks of malaria. 
3. Occurring or returning daily. 
   "a quotidian fever"
   
   
   You learned a word everyone! Buy my book! Wish you had 2 hours of your life back from pretty good poetry to just plain awful fiction that makes conservatives out to be monsters which is likely the real reason the reviewer looked up his word of the day calendar.
   
   
   I am not saying its great, in fact the stories are awful but Quotidian?!
   
   
   Well buy and find out for yourself!

Update on the Podcast

 The Last Year has been chaos as Stewie, the Boomer Landlord from hell upended our lives as we bought a house, had the house from Hell, and then Julia got an opportunity for her dream job, we took it and moved to Salem, MA (ie Halloweenland).  Our lives are just starting to stabilize, and now that the podcast is 10 years old I want to do the series on the Constitution I have been promising to do for years; but I'm not going to.

Our culture simply isn't ready for and doesnt deserve a functional constitution.  I could tell you how to make one, but it is just exercises in common sense that our descendants will figure out.  No, the recent oppression of student activists against genocide across the country has made me realize that we need something else instead.

Due to being trained on stolen material, I have been a late bloomer to the Clockwork Parrot phenomena, but as a secondary user I am definitely a power user and I believe I have found a good use for them.  People say that Anarchism is impractical but as I look around at the people doing the shittiest things, I see that what terrorizes them most is anarchism.  And I look at the people doing the things that are doing the best things to protest genocide and they are anarchists. 

I am not an anarchist.  I have reserverations; particularly about the military, but since I can't give people the higher law, I'm going back up to the mountain to give them the "10 commandments."  So instead what I am going to do is bring the dead to life via Clockwork Parrots.  I am going to use prompts to have the greats of the past such as Marx and Alexander Hamilton and Thomas Jefferson speak in favor of Anarchism and how to make it work.  The enemy of my enemy is my friend and if the elite have made themselves my enemy by deplatforming me again and again, then I will empower anarchism.

But first I am setting up a Peertube instance so that even if they deplatform me on YouTube and Libsyn, the Signal will be owned entirely by me.

Long Live Project Fireship.

[Poem] Your Feelings

by Emmit Other

To whom do I owe the greater burden of trust

Burden of love

Burden of honor

The Persona that is paper plate thin and deep

Or who you really are my helix neighboor

I know who you are

Underneath the mush 

Underneath the lies

I know and see all you do

And more

Because I have had the blinders lifted

And I am allowed to hope

One day

you will take the hood off

Too

The one you dont know you are wearing

I wish someone had told me

Really told me

And they did

But they never said it quite way

Until it happened anyway

I see a lot

But I dont see everything

Like the key to unlock your chains

Or I would

Believe me

I know there is a key

Just not what it is

So sorry if

Right now

I only have

this

HAMMER

instead