Thursday, November 28, 2024

Benediction

 May you have reason to have thanks

May you have someone to share it with

May we remember the cost for that which we celebrate

May we have the wisdom never to repeat it

May we never take our ability to express that gratitude for granted again

May we all pass through to a time where we can be safe again

Happy Thanksgiving

 The True Spirit of the Season

[Poem] The Only Time

 By Emmit Other

The only time

Monotheism

Wasnt speead at the point of a gun

Was the primitive Church of Christ

Nations convert to Judaism

Under a gun

Genocide is in the Torah

Genocidal blood drips from their lips

Of their cousins

Who strap bombs to themselves

Because their ancestors were converted

At the point of a fucking gun

And the fucking Chross

Spread with Imperialism

To every corner of globe

Under a fucking gun

So before you argue 

Nu uh no it didnt

Explain why hard right fanatics

In every fucking version

Run to the gun for all their problems

To get their way

And gag me with their star crescent and chross?

If we shouldnt point a gun

Right back 

And make monotheism go away

Consider

The original Christ

And love and peace and understanding

Or

You 

Reap

What

You fucking

Sew

Tuesday, November 26, 2024

[Poem] Protector of the Protector

by Emmit Other 
 
I am a warrior empath 
I make sociopaths nervous 
It is my nature to protect the weak
 and help those busy helping others
 they burn themselves to a crisp 
When everyone was raw when the nazis won
 I was sending advice in how to survive 
And have been figuring out how to protect those 
I love 
even those who dont know me since 
And I have burned myself to a crisp 
Several times
I recover quickly
I shut down my spiritual practice to recover 
in all that time 
Only one person has been there for me 
Rather than me being there for them
 only one person has asked if I am OK 
my beloved 
and so for her I will burn the world 
at any cost to protect her
 at any cost.

Saturday, November 23, 2024

[Poem] Who Is

Who is Erich Ludendorff?

When the hurricanes hit

Finally bringing the American Empire

To its knees

And the Resistance began to recapture

City by city

The counter to the phrase

"Who is John Galt?"

Used in the reeducation camps

Until Ayn Rand

Was as forbidden in America

As Wagner in Israel

And then spray painted on walls

And on tshirts

And written in the sky

Was the question over and over

"Who is Erich Ludendorff?"

Monday, November 18, 2024

[Book] On track

The book is still on track. Video update here.. 500 words a day for 90 days isnt nanowrimo spectacle but its a lot more sustainable.

Thursday, November 14, 2024

A Cunning Plan

So. In case I havent mentioned it before, I'm the Anti-Poe. While occasionally I do write and take inspiration from negative emotions such as despair, as a general rule, I need stability, hope, and having my needs met before I can produce art. Frankly, I had imposter syndrome for a long time because I didnt have the need to spout out words before my basic needs of sanity and survival. But I am an artist, and I am very creative and with help (and a lot of editing help) I am able to do art..and the fact is, I can do what a lot of artists cannot...consistently perform complex projects and finish them (or even start them) on a consistent basis. I'm no Steven King. I'm never going to be; but I am literally in mid flight for my ninth and tenth novel (we officially passed the 50K mark (my wife and I) on Fruitloop and Frankenstein for the Book of Heliotropic Fairy Tales....TEN. That's a lot and three more than my basic life goal of seven. I'm getting better and better at it (again with a lot of editing help)....and its not just a worthy accomplishment, I can double it and be as proud of my writing as I am of my gaming career.

So. Not Nanowrimo is fucking toast, and I consider the worst political or event (if you know what's going on) general disaster of my lifetime to be a good reason to disrupt that. But in life, when you are knocked down, you need to get up, dust yourself off and keep on trucking. So, my plan is (and we'll see if it works), is that I am going to write 500 words a day for 90 days to finish the estimated/outlined path for Armor of Stone. I'll resume writing my other projects including the Queen in Blue and Grenademan vs the Lich slowly, and when done with Armor of Stone start researching and outlining Whispers of Water (which so far in my mind is likely to end up being the coolest of the three.)

Also call out to my friend Bernard Setaro Clark for helping me research a rather cool action sequence for one of my projects in the Queen in Blue. I really look forward to releasing this thing and am about half way done. I'm not publishing anything until that chapbook is done and will take all the time it takes until it is 110% right.